Just need to talk
*sigh* I have somethings I want to put out on here and I would like some opinions. This has nothing to do with my writing or photography, it is all personal.
1. My dads brother passed away this morning. I know my dad and aunt Wilma are upset about it and my grandma is probably devastated. I don't know how I feel about it though I have not seen the man in around thirteen years. I was very little when he still did things with the family. From what I know he was not a very nice man, but the only memory I have of him is a good one. I just feel bad because I don't necessarily feel sad or upset when I think I should.
2. This one is kind of hard to admit.... I don't really think that I am bi sexual. I mean yeah there are girls that are pretty but I don't want to do things with them. I just think I have a flirting problem. I feel really bad because people get the wrong idea, I just like to flirt and gender doesn't matter. I like feeling wanted, I like knowing that someone finds me attractive in some way. I feel bad about it though, I mean I make it clear that I don't want a relationship if it is a girl but I just don't know...does this make me a bad person? I feel horrible about it sometimes.
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I am slowly working on the stories, I have not forgotten them.
Its snowing again.
My team lost the superbowl.
I am slowly working things out.
1. My dads brother passed away this morning. I know my dad and aunt Wilma are upset about it and my grandma is probably devastated. I don't know how I feel about it though I have not seen the man in around thirteen years. I was very little when he still did things with the family. From what I know he was not a very nice man, but the only memory I have of him is a good one. I just feel bad because I don't necessarily feel sad or upset when I think I should.
2. This one is kind of hard to admit.... I don't really think that I am bi sexual. I mean yeah there are girls that are pretty but I don't want to do things with them. I just think I have a flirting problem. I feel really bad because people get the wrong idea, I just like to flirt and gender doesn't matter. I like feeling wanted, I like knowing that someone finds me attractive in some way. I feel bad about it though, I mean I make it clear that I don't want a relationship if it is a girl but I just don't know...does this make me a bad person? I feel horrible about it sometimes.
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I am slowly working on the stories, I have not forgotten them.
Its snowing again.
My team lost the superbowl.
I am slowly working things out.