Neglecting Everything
I have been neglecting everything recently weather be on the internet, school, or relationships with friends. This neglect is reflected in my grades which were very poor at the end of the nine weeks, and my lack of updates on stories. A lot happened in January that caused me to become distracted and determined to be selfish and do things that I though might make me feel better but didn't and I knew they wouldn't and did them anyways.
the first thing to happen was the passing of my great, great aunt. I was honestly very close to her so I took the loss hard.
One of my dear friends was placed in rehab/juvenile detention center again. I am so afraid of lossing him anytime he is placed in a detention center he is making a downward spiral again. The last time this happened a year ago it was because he had tried to kill himself. So this has been hard on us both.
I have made a few very destructive choices that while they are fun, they have made me lose focus in my personal and in school. This also ties into me watching one of my other best friends starting to go down a very bad path. I know I can not tell her what to do but she just laughs at me when I caution her and she says she will be okay.
I need to get over this thing I seen to have for self sabotage.
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Now that my self pity party is over on to other things.
The weather in Ohio at the moment is horrendous and it is causing my power to blink. I hate having to take the dog out to potty because everything is covered in at least an inch of ice plus snow and we are supposed to be getting more.
We had a snow day today and we were supposed to do all of our work online so we wouldn't have to make it up but the schools server didn't start working until a few hours ago. My senior soc. teacher has lost his mind not only do I have an outline and a three paragraph essay due for him, he gave us an other essay for today. We will most likely have an other snow day tomorrow, I have never wanted to go to school more than I do right now in my entire life.
I am the only home for the moment they made my mom stay at work until at least 10 something maybe longer.
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My brother got to go see Avenged Sevenfold when they were in Cincinnati. His friend had an extra ticket so he got to go. I tried and tried to get a ticket but couldn't. I guess that was pay back for him not getting to go to the Columbus show back in August.
The Rock On The Range line up was announced to day and Avenged Sevenfold is the headlining band for Saturday night. I am so happy to see them at ROTR again because that was where I got to see them live for the first time. I can not believe that, that was almost three years ago.
Oh I am going to post pictures of what I got my sister for her birthday. I found a mini replica of Jimmy "The Rev's" Sullivan's drum set it is so wicked!
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Okay I am going to quit bugging you all and hope that my power doesn't go out.
the first thing to happen was the passing of my great, great aunt. I was honestly very close to her so I took the loss hard.
One of my dear friends was placed in rehab/juvenile detention center again. I am so afraid of lossing him anytime he is placed in a detention center he is making a downward spiral again. The last time this happened a year ago it was because he had tried to kill himself. So this has been hard on us both.
I have made a few very destructive choices that while they are fun, they have made me lose focus in my personal and in school. This also ties into me watching one of my other best friends starting to go down a very bad path. I know I can not tell her what to do but she just laughs at me when I caution her and she says she will be okay.
I need to get over this thing I seen to have for self sabotage.
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Now that my self pity party is over on to other things.
The weather in Ohio at the moment is horrendous and it is causing my power to blink. I hate having to take the dog out to potty because everything is covered in at least an inch of ice plus snow and we are supposed to be getting more.
We had a snow day today and we were supposed to do all of our work online so we wouldn't have to make it up but the schools server didn't start working until a few hours ago. My senior soc. teacher has lost his mind not only do I have an outline and a three paragraph essay due for him, he gave us an other essay for today. We will most likely have an other snow day tomorrow, I have never wanted to go to school more than I do right now in my entire life.
I am the only home for the moment they made my mom stay at work until at least 10 something maybe longer.
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My brother got to go see Avenged Sevenfold when they were in Cincinnati. His friend had an extra ticket so he got to go. I tried and tried to get a ticket but couldn't. I guess that was pay back for him not getting to go to the Columbus show back in August.
The Rock On The Range line up was announced to day and Avenged Sevenfold is the headlining band for Saturday night. I am so happy to see them at ROTR again because that was where I got to see them live for the first time. I can not believe that, that was almost three years ago.
Oh I am going to post pictures of what I got my sister for her birthday. I found a mini replica of Jimmy "The Rev's" Sullivan's drum set it is so wicked!
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Okay I am going to quit bugging you all and hope that my power doesn't go out.