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My dad was trying to tell me that my mom's life is worse then mine right now.
The fact that my grandfather dying is worse then my best friend dying.
The fact that her son is in Israel when my brother is in Israel.
He said some other stuff but I was so pissed off for him saying my life wasn't terrible even though I have lost 3 very important people to me in the past years, I just tuned him out.
He said that I had to get used to it, but I asked him why I had to change and she didn't. My mother has been like this for a while and I dont get it why just because she is an adult she doesn't get to change...
Maybe they will understand if I tell them about the nightmares, ya know... or the other thoughts that seem to race through my head.
I get it, I have a lot of teenage drama. But that's who I am. A teenager. That's what is important right now. Sure in 10 years... then it'll be different. But this is who I am now.
...I hate being all piss and moan about life. Can it be Christmas Eve again??
The fact that my grandfather dying is worse then my best friend dying.
The fact that her son is in Israel when my brother is in Israel.
He said some other stuff but I was so pissed off for him saying my life wasn't terrible even though I have lost 3 very important people to me in the past years, I just tuned him out.
He said that I had to get used to it, but I asked him why I had to change and she didn't. My mother has been like this for a while and I dont get it why just because she is an adult she doesn't get to change...
Maybe they will understand if I tell them about the nightmares, ya know... or the other thoughts that seem to race through my head.
I get it, I have a lot of teenage drama. But that's who I am. A teenager. That's what is important right now. Sure in 10 years... then it'll be different. But this is who I am now.
...I hate being all piss and moan about life. Can it be Christmas Eve again??