I DON'T WANNA COME BACK DOWN FROM THIS CLOUD!
THIS WEEK WAS SO FUCKING AWESOME! This was a whole week that I was just happy, that nothing could ge me down, wheather it was home life or school life, I was just happy! I mean I didn't even think it was possible to have two happy days in a row, but I had a whole week!
Okay, on Monday, I was so nervous, I had an acting monologue to do, and I forgot what I had memorised. I also had to stay after school, because I wanted to try out for the school musical. I had to do a joke, and Steph (thank you so much Stephanie) did it with me, and we didn't get crickets! Also I had to sing a little number, and do some scales. I thought I royally screwed up on the singing a little number part, but I decided that i would go back and d some how redeem myself. Also, I got over my fear and intimidation of Ron, he actually seems like a nice guy. Then on tuesday I had to wake hells-eyeballs early to got to the A.P Euro morning session, but I sucked it up and drank a fraupoccino and went there full blaze, and I stayed after school again for the acting part of the try outs which was really fun, I saw this wicked awesome guy, and I found him very attractive and extremly funny. I also really like the way he acts (not stage acting, although I like that to, but behavior acting.). In one part of the scene I got to "move against him" and a seductive sort of way, lolz, lets just say I thought that was wicked fun, and I was enjoying every sec. of it On Wednesday, I had to stay after again, for the singing part, and I placed myself between Brad and Alison, and everyone was suppose to listen to the song, then sing it, so while we were just trying it out, I think my senses were on high alart since he was right there, and I felt more than herd the tembre of his voice tough my skin, and of course, I loved it...........a lot.
Anyways, on Thursday, I was about to walk to my seat in chem. and Alison told me I got a part, and I was so fucking happy! I mean I really wanted this badly no matter what I told my mind otherwise. Because, I tried out for all the past high school plays and didn't make it, and the high school plays are what counts the most, and Now that I have made one, it's just feels so good, if we had Dementors here, I could scare off all them with this feeling.
~*I don't want to come back down from this cloud
Taken me all this time to find out what I need
And I'm doing fine now*~