Nov 14, 2005 21:27
“Why, Miss
Elphaba, look at you, you’re beautiful.”
She looked
into the mirror Galinda had placed in her hands. It was different, if nothing
else. Her hair was down and shiny, black as midnight
and smooth as silk. The color of her lips, which had always been as green as
the rest of her now leaned toward a pinkish red. Her cheeks were flushed from
the whole ordeal and Galinda’s bright pink hair clip, which Elphaba had
previously found most obnoxious now appeared to compliment her nicely. Her most
startling observation, however, was the irrepressible grin she saw smiling back
at her.
“I have to
go.” She got up and rushed out of the room, somewhat overwhelmed with all that
had happened.
“What? Why?
Elphie!” Galinda called after her, but she was already gone. The blonde’s smile
faltered, her face taking on a bewildered, if not slightly offended look, but
she recovered quickly after a quick reminder of the successful beautification
she had done.
-
“Tell me a
secret,” Galinda had said to her not an hour before. “Tell me a secret and I’ll
tell you one,” Galinda stood up and walked over to Elphaba’s bed, sitting down
next to her. The proposal seemed innocent enough, and with a persuasion of
Galinda’s pretty features beaming up at her, Elphaba tried to come up with
something that wasn’t too embarrassing.
“A secret?”
“Yes,
Elphie. Friends tell each other secrets. It is a vital component of a healthy
friendship.” Elphaba had to smile at the cute, if not flawed logic, and the
pleading puppy look in Galinda’s eyes.
“I don’t
have any secrets- did you just call me Elphie?”
Galinda’s
face lit up and she giggled, her eyes gleaming when she looked back at Elphaba.
“Can I?”
“It’s kind
of perky.”
“Perfect.”
Elphaba
rolled her eyes, but smiled. She nodded at Galinda, whose eyes lit up once more
at the affirmative.
“I know you
have secrets, Elphie; I can see it in you. You can tell me, and I solemnly swear
never to tell another soul.” Elphaba shrugged. Galinda’s eyes narrowed. “What’s
this little green bottle for?”
Elphaba
lunged at the bottle Galinda had slipped out from under her pillow. “Give that
back!”
Galinda
dodged her, growing more and more excited. “What is it?”
“Give it
back!” Elphaba’s voice became more desperate as she chased Galinda around the
room.
“Tell me
what it is, Elphie!” Galinda cried out, giggling madly as Elphaba tackled her
to the bed. Elphaba snatched the bottle out of her hands and cradled it
protectively.
“It was my
mother’s. That’s all.”
-
Elphaba
shivered as she ran outside, looking left and right for somewhere to go. She
started down a path that led down to the gardens, and she remembered how
Galinda had sobered and quickly apologized. She had listened to Elphaba’s story
intently, in a way Elphaba had never thought her capable. In fact, Galinda had
been the first to tell her that she, Elphaba, was not to be blamed for her
past.
Elphaba
shuddered as a gust of wind tore across the gardens, billowing through her
jacket that she had managed to grab on the way out. She hugged the fabric close
around her and looked up at the window of the room from which she had just
fled. Galinda had turned out okay, she thought, even though she was utterly
spoiled and amusingly inept with a wand. She had a certain kind of charm and a
certain kind of smile that Elphaba found she could resist no better than anyone
else. She had depth, too, Elphaba argued as she turned a corner. She had a side
that was kind and playful and completely opposite the cold, snobbish front she
put up for her friends.
She had
felt strange at first, telling secrets about her past she had never voiced
aloud to someone who had hated her not two hours before. She was different
though, Elphaba reasoned with herself as she turned to head back, much
different.
She opened
the door cautiously, as if walking normally would shatter the wooden floor. She
edged into the room and shut the door, heading to the bedroom of Galinda’s
would-be private suite. Elphaba entered the bedroom as quietly as before, the
soft muffled noises from the far side of the room confirmed that Galinda had
finally fallen asleep.
Elphaba
shed her coat and went into the bathroom, reemerging in her nightgown and
heading to bed. She rolled over to set her alarm so she could leave in the
morning before Galinda awoke. Perhaps avoiding confrontation altogether would
be easiest until she came up with an adequate excuse for fleeing from the room.
She reached toward the clock in the darkness and Elphaba felt her hand hit
something, which promptly fell to the floor, rattling loudly upon impact.
“Elphie?”
Elphaba winced.
“Go back to
sleep, Galinda,” Elphaba said softly, trying to keep the strain from her voice.
“Did you
hurt yourself?” Galinda rolled over to face her.
“No, I’m
fine, my pretty.”
“Are you
sure?” Galinda sat up.
“Go to
sleep, Galinda.”
She heard
Galinda lay back down and she relaxed. Elphaba took the bright flower out of
her hair and placed it on the nightstand.
“Elphie,
are you mad at me?”
Elphaba
sighed and rolled over to find Galinda standing over her, a worried expression
confusing her pretty features. Elphaba moved over and Galinda sat on the edge
of the bed and began running the top sheet through her fingers.
“Why would
you think that?”
Galinda
shrugged and turned away. She plucked the pink flower off of the nightstand and
twirled it in her hands. The girl’s mouth opened and closed several times
before she laughed nervously and shrugged again.
“Well you
left- before, and I- I was so awful to you with that hat, and… everything,” she
finished lamely and became fascinated with the flower in her hand, whose petals
were surely becoming dizzy from being spun so ruthlessly.
Elphaba
propped herself up on her elbows and looked at her roommate through an
observing eye. If Galinda felt those eyes on her, she made no indication other
than avoiding them and the face that held them. Elphaba, for her part, was
taking in this change in, or perhaps this secret personality confined in her
roommate. A side that was subdued and self-conscious and shy, a side that cared
what people thought not because it would reassure her ego, but because the
opinions could shatter her. The information had not been transferred through
speech, but rather through subtle hints in body language; the fixation on the
flower, a stutter, a blush, a light chuckle, a rushed tuck of golden hair
behind a jeweled ear.
“I was
afraid Elphie, that’s my real secret.” The nervous chuckle made its reprise
appearance; her fingers nearly crushed the flower. “You’re so powerful,
literally and mentally, I was intimidated. I’m sorry.”
She then
finally looked up and met Elphaba’s eyes, and she found that it wasn’t as
frightening as she’d thought it would be. The harsh black eyes her mind had
drawn were warm and smiling and beautiful, and she realized her clandestine fear
had been foolish.
“Well
then,” Elphaba said, pulling her into a light hug, “let’s not be afraid
anymore.”
elphaba/glinda,
author: msgalinda