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I said i'd post suicidal entries but i dont really have anything to write about. i'll share with you though two months ago i landed in the hospital for my weak attempt at trying to OD on paracematol (sp?) (anyway it was the only thing left in the medicine cabinet). they put a drip up my nose and made me swallow some awful charcoal liquid shit.
its been pretty bad this week. i didn't leave my room the entire weekend except to shower and use the restroom. 60 hours spent either sleeping, going on the internet, watching tv, crying in my bed, cutting myself. i dont know what to do anymore. considering hanging myself with a belt. but i seem to even lack a commitment to offing myself.
its been pretty bad this week. i didn't leave my room the entire weekend except to shower and use the restroom. 60 hours spent either sleeping, going on the internet, watching tv, crying in my bed, cutting myself. i dont know what to do anymore. considering hanging myself with a belt. but i seem to even lack a commitment to offing myself.