Jul 21, 2006 14:26
He's gone.....i know it but i still cannot believe it. He was over here the night before. He was happy. He smiled and laughed. He said he would call soon. We had plans to hang out again. And it was all a lie. He wasn't happy, he wasnt going to see us again, i wonder if he knew right then that he would do it.
Once again the world has lost a beautiful soul. The best friend a girl could hope for. Respectful, kind, caring, full of love and life.
Ben....you will be missed. Why couldnt you let me in this time. I would have helped in any way i could and you should have known that.