Update time....
Alright. Lets see. I am doing good. My head is screwed on right. I am dealing with my problems one at a time. And while that may take me longer, i can give the approperate amount of attention to the problems and make sure they are taken care of. Sick so i am kinda feeling like blah. And while me head is on right, it is also confused. I dont want to push him, to force him to choose, but i am feeling lost. I have no clue what is going on in his head, no idea if he is planning on choosing me or not. It is really fucking confusing. I want him back so much, but i want to give him his space. and at the same time i fear that i have already lost him. This weekend marks the one month, and with no answer for the past 3 weeks, i guess i am just nerverous.