Not gonna be Homeless!
May have thought that i was returning back to my old self and neglecting my journal.. But nope! Here i am. Has been a mega busy couple days.
I arrived at my new house to meet the landlady and sign the contracts to make everything final. As im signing the ladylady says, "oh, this is one of your housemates", i turn around to see a friend that i worked with at my old job, a pub, for 4 years. Hadnt seen him in over a year. Such a small world, freaky! Out of all the houses to choose from two people who know each other happen to pick the same one, freaky! But cool that i know one of my housemates already.
Next it was of to the bank in the hope to get my graduate loan. I have been refused before... but now im doing tons better, have a job, a steady income, a home and no longer going out of my overdraft and mounting up debts. Im sat here right now waiting for them to call me to let me know i have got it or not. Fingers crossed.
Would be the best thing to happen this year- could pay off debts with mum and grandparents, move into new house without the worry of finding money for first big move and shopping, could get a new laptop (still using grandads, oops!) and possibly a ipod so could really get into the swing of this podcast stuff. Also car is needing MOT which grandparents offered to pay for, but really dont want to take anymore money off them. And the big one would be to finally pay off my overdraft... no more stupid student overdraft swallowing up my entrie pay check, whoo!
But of course i dont have it yet, so waiting and not getting hopes up to much. Completed my first real attempt at a prosperity spell over the past couple days, so hopefully that will help move things along, and also show that im on the right way to learning this pagan path, hehe!
Anyways- Todays Tarot- 7 of Swords.
Young man, very happy. Carrying 5 swords while walking away from two stood upbright in the ground. There is a fair/circus in the back ground. It has many warm colours, like the sky at sunset.
Swords- Intellect, thought and reason.
- Sometimes represents the "lone-wolf" style - the desire to run lone and free. You feel that you will be more effective and comfortable on your own.
- Sometimes means that you are running from something - commitment, responsibility, hard work, love. You may be procrastinating, letting problems slip because you don't want to deal with them.
- It implies that someone is stealing something from you, your honor, your ideas, your time. They may be spreading gossip about you.
- The man cannot carry all of the swords and must leave two of them behind. By implication, this is an incomplete victory, though success appears to have been achieved.
I have alwasy seen myself as the lone wolf, always single always happier to be in and empty house on my own rather than with others. Im not sure where i get this from because my sister and mother and definately the opposite. I do tend to procrastinate alot but the little things like washing the dishes or packing uo my stuff to move house!
SO that it for today, not really remembering my dreams at the mo, so tired lately just feel like completely dying so dont really remember anything when wake up, hehe!
Well, Blessed Be )O(
I arrived at my new house to meet the landlady and sign the contracts to make everything final. As im signing the ladylady says, "oh, this is one of your housemates", i turn around to see a friend that i worked with at my old job, a pub, for 4 years. Hadnt seen him in over a year. Such a small world, freaky! Out of all the houses to choose from two people who know each other happen to pick the same one, freaky! But cool that i know one of my housemates already.
Next it was of to the bank in the hope to get my graduate loan. I have been refused before... but now im doing tons better, have a job, a steady income, a home and no longer going out of my overdraft and mounting up debts. Im sat here right now waiting for them to call me to let me know i have got it or not. Fingers crossed.
Would be the best thing to happen this year- could pay off debts with mum and grandparents, move into new house without the worry of finding money for first big move and shopping, could get a new laptop (still using grandads, oops!) and possibly a ipod so could really get into the swing of this podcast stuff. Also car is needing MOT which grandparents offered to pay for, but really dont want to take anymore money off them. And the big one would be to finally pay off my overdraft... no more stupid student overdraft swallowing up my entrie pay check, whoo!
But of course i dont have it yet, so waiting and not getting hopes up to much. Completed my first real attempt at a prosperity spell over the past couple days, so hopefully that will help move things along, and also show that im on the right way to learning this pagan path, hehe!
Anyways- Todays Tarot- 7 of Swords.
Young man, very happy. Carrying 5 swords while walking away from two stood upbright in the ground. There is a fair/circus in the back ground. It has many warm colours, like the sky at sunset.
Swords- Intellect, thought and reason.
- Sometimes represents the "lone-wolf" style - the desire to run lone and free. You feel that you will be more effective and comfortable on your own.
- Sometimes means that you are running from something - commitment, responsibility, hard work, love. You may be procrastinating, letting problems slip because you don't want to deal with them.
- It implies that someone is stealing something from you, your honor, your ideas, your time. They may be spreading gossip about you.
- The man cannot carry all of the swords and must leave two of them behind. By implication, this is an incomplete victory, though success appears to have been achieved.
I have alwasy seen myself as the lone wolf, always single always happier to be in and empty house on my own rather than with others. Im not sure where i get this from because my sister and mother and definately the opposite. I do tend to procrastinate alot but the little things like washing the dishes or packing uo my stuff to move house!
SO that it for today, not really remembering my dreams at the mo, so tired lately just feel like completely dying so dont really remember anything when wake up, hehe!
Well, Blessed Be )O(