Jan 13, 2008 07:54
Lets see how the past couple of weeks gone. They have been great OF COURSE CHRISTMAS WAS GREAT AND NEW YEARS EVE!!!! Also I had my friend stay over and we hung out @ Brenden's till 2 in the morning. The next night we hung out and Emily's house and played monopoly with her and AnnMarie.
But now I have a bad situation. Lets just say I have a fairweather friend. So now I am sone. she wants to fight my other friend and she is a single mother because of the dead beat daddy who is a piece of shit. He should just go to hell. Any way she is just fully turning me off, not just in the physical way that was there for two years. Now it is even all together. Sometimes I just get so upset and so disgusted that I feel like I am going to be sick to my stomach. See I try to be the best friend ever and I am supposedly like her brother but now since Christmas has been over she treats me like shit all the time. Makes plans with ME and then wants to go hang with her girlies to get high or party. I am not that type of person you know, so i just let her leave and go with them or else she will be sad that she is with her girlies. I really miss they person I fell in love. Even just as a sister. What happened?? Did I grow up and she didn't or did i just change. Or maybe did she really change that much??? I need help. I miss my "SISTER". WHERE DID SHE GO????