ANYWAY!!!!
Well like I mensioned earlier or well yesterday the way me and Amy use to hang out doesn't seem like it is going to happened we got into a fight and it becaue we are all hanging out with other people. But she not going to be able to go swimming tomorrow or even goign to the Altamont Fair with me which she stated she was goign to go but we are in an arguement. I can't believe this shit is happenign maybe I just should stop hanging out with her this always happen after I like someone they start treating me like shit and all I can't handle anymore it isn't worth it it really isn't. I will always love her to death and all but I guess I just need me time so I am off to go watch tv and sulk over being lonely and all since when I am not with her or anyone I am sad and depressed that I will never be married or get a gf again that I love as much as I did with Shannon and all. The only one that I thought would be better or even great o be with is Amy but w/e I have ot get over her . TTYGL.
Love Always Timmy