So, I am no longer engaged...
A couple of weeks ago, I moved out of the apartment me and my fiance were living in. I came back the next weekend to visit her and her mother....we ended up getting into a fight over the phone while I was there waiting for her chatting it up with her mother. And low and behold she has another girlfriend to smack me in the face in front of her mother. It was a blow to the balls and I don't even have balls. Anywho, she has been lying to me and her mother about things....and I know I have the utter feeling she is back on the METH...Tonight she messaged me saying when did I move out, confused the hell out of me because she was there when I moved out. I don't know what to think of her anymore, she needs her meds and like fucking now.
Enough of that. I have someone wanting to take me to dinner Thursday night. I'm kinda shy around her though and its ridiculous because I'm not really the shy type lol...
I kinda feel like a girl in highschool getting asked by the cutest girl to go out with her.
I had a dream about her the other night and was just as lucid as it could possibly be...I woke up and felt like it was utterly real. So, I'm going to go along with this and check it out. I really want to kiss her softly....and just well you know...let your mind roam.
Enough of that. I have someone wanting to take me to dinner Thursday night. I'm kinda shy around her though and its ridiculous because I'm not really the shy type lol...
I kinda feel like a girl in highschool getting asked by the cutest girl to go out with her.
I had a dream about her the other night and was just as lucid as it could possibly be...I woke up and felt like it was utterly real. So, I'm going to go along with this and check it out. I really want to kiss her softly....and just well you know...let your mind roam.