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i died my hair again... i hate it... i think it looks like shit, but tyon likes it and thats all that ever matters anymore. as long as hes happy it doesnt fuckin matter how anyone else feels. but whatever. its kinda like a redish orangeish goldish color. i wanted it more red but my moms a psycho crazzy bitch. she cought me smoking and now i cant elave the house except for school and every morning when i leave shes like "you beter not smoke" and the first 2 days after she cought me she was checking me for them... luckly she never checked my socks. lol. but yea, now no one is allowed to smoke in my room, and shes bitching at tyson for everything. i swear to god that shes tryiong to break us up bcuz shes a fuckin dumbass like that. i am actuly seriously thinking about moving with my dad... only thing is i dont want to move again and i cant really stand my dad either. i have a hard time to spend 2 1/2 days with him, i dont think i could live with him. im getting my permit on saturday... im sooo happy, and then i think my mom is gunna let me drive to bartlett and chill there for a few days over spring break.. only thing is tho, my spring break is a weeks after theres... but shit happens. im guna stay with amanda i think cuz shes home schooled so it wouldnt matter much. and right now im bored as fuck bcuz tyson is fuckin stoned and passed out like always. it took me 45 min to convince him to go to shanes house today witch is a whole fuckin 4 blocks away and he was driving, and then we were gunna go to the mall and he wouldnt fuckin go cuz hes a lazy ass. im getting really sick of it bcuz thats the only time i can leave, if im with him and his lazy ass never wnats to do anything and im not sure i can stand staying home for another day... i actuly get excited when i have to go to school bcuz i get to leave nad come in concact with other people. its pretty sad actuly... but whatever... only 2 1/2 years with her shit... then im fuckin out. i dont care where i go.. but its going to be far away from here. i dont care if i have to sleep under a bride, as long as im not here. im fuckin serious... its getting that bad here with me, my mother, and the fuckin mexican. but whatever... i gotta go watch some stupid ass show with tysons lazy sleeping ass. peace