ugh
So....
I had to have my little surgery last Thursday. TOTAL HELL! It was awful...the meds didn't knock me out like I thought they would. i was wide awake. It hurt.
It totally sucked big old fat wang!
So now I am recovering..but having all sorts of complications/infections. Not to mention I am completely depressed. They told me that I would either have trouble carrying a child or that if I did, i might have to have a c-section.
Then today, I got the Pathology results. They didn't get it all. FUCK. They don't seem too worried. They say that they will just keep a close eye on me every four months. FUCK THAT! I am getting a second opinion on that one. If it is grade three (very high pre-cancerous) why would you want to leave it there and "just wait and see" if it gets worse or goes away? So, I am making an appointment with another doc for a second opinion. Last thing I want is four months down the road to find out that it has gone really bad and have to have drastic surgery.
This bites. This really, really, bites. To boot, i now have a nasty UTI. Dig a hole...throw me in face down...and let the world kiss my ass.
Okay..need sleep...sleep? WHat's that?!
I had to have my little surgery last Thursday. TOTAL HELL! It was awful...the meds didn't knock me out like I thought they would. i was wide awake. It hurt.
It totally sucked big old fat wang!
So now I am recovering..but having all sorts of complications/infections. Not to mention I am completely depressed. They told me that I would either have trouble carrying a child or that if I did, i might have to have a c-section.
Then today, I got the Pathology results. They didn't get it all. FUCK. They don't seem too worried. They say that they will just keep a close eye on me every four months. FUCK THAT! I am getting a second opinion on that one. If it is grade three (very high pre-cancerous) why would you want to leave it there and "just wait and see" if it gets worse or goes away? So, I am making an appointment with another doc for a second opinion. Last thing I want is four months down the road to find out that it has gone really bad and have to have drastic surgery.
This bites. This really, really, bites. To boot, i now have a nasty UTI. Dig a hole...throw me in face down...and let the world kiss my ass.
Okay..need sleep...sleep? WHat's that?!