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Feb 17, 2005 16:24

Get rid of one singing/dancing/burning upping causing demon...check
Ensure that I myself didn't go up in flames...check(but it was close, if Rhia hadn't been there..) I can't help I'm issue~y!
Life getting back to normal...check (well as normal as you can get in Sunnydale)

Now if we could stop people we from getting abducted and hunted by demons, we'd be all with the set. That Tristan guy who came here to thank Buffy and who Giles has been all with the grumbly about and Ingrid Hicks were kidnapped, drugged, hunted...the whole nine yeards. Maddy called us when she was called in to do the police thing, she called it the apocalyptic phone tree. I like that. They were found though, alive even which is always a plus. Ingrid had been shot. Which by the way, what is with the demon types using weapons? It's not enough they got demon strength and are with the grr and the argh? They have to belong to the NRA now? I hear shes recovering nicely though. So yay! Go team good guys. Two more satisfied customers.

Valentines Day was Monday. The school was like a big flower shop. Tara and I had a nice picnic after work and made flowery hair wrethy things for each other. Nothing fancy, just big with the romance. Buffy and Dawn even had a good holiday. Which I'm not sure if that is like a sign of impending doom or not. But yay for a normal holiday too. The only weird thing I can note is Buffy and Dawn waking us up in the middle of the night from having bad dreams. Maybe its so sister thing, or too much chocolate.

It was such a nice day today I decided to walk home. Tara dropped me off at school, and would have picked me up but I called and said I was looking to be one with the nature. I don't think I ever took this way home before, Charleston Street has alot of pretty houses. I especially like that one with the brick. Its for sale. Maybe someday after Dawn is out of school Tara and I will buy our own house. Though it won't hurt to go look now.

What is that? It sounds like chanting. Maybe someone is blessing the house...I go to knock on the door and it opens, curious what the chanting is about I walk in, the house is like any other house on the inside, but it feels all hum~y, kinda like the school some days when you don't tune it out. I look around trying to place where the noise is coming from. I am drawn to a door, openning it I see it leads down to the basement maybe. I start walking down the stairs, but its not a basement its a cemetary. It's Buffys cemetary. and we're all standing around it. I can see the hole where Buffy had clawed her way out when we brought her back. But I can't see her, I can hear her voice though. She is talking to me, but no one else seems to hear her. They all keep looking down at the grave. "You have no idea how much I hate you, Willow. You ripped me out of heaven, caused me to go souless, to bail on my town, my friends, Dawnie when everybody needed me, I lost my powers cause of you. You can't just leave me alone?" I look around trying to see her, to tell her I didn't mean to hurt her, but I can't.
I turn to run away cause I don't want to hear it anymore, I start climbing up the stairs and I open the door but I'm not in the kitchen, I'm not sure where I am, yes I am sure, I just don't want to be sure, I don't want to look up, I see the tree trunk and I don't want to look up, but my eyes wont stop from traveling up see my Tara up in the tree. She's dead. Angel walks up behind me I can feel him there, but it's not Angel it's Angelus, and he is whispering in my ear things I don't want to hear. I feel the pain surge true me and the rage and although dark things I try to keep locked away. And Angelus is laughing, happy to see me changing. I run away from him, trying to stop the rage from turning into evil, but I can't stop it. I hear someone coming up behind me and I know it him and turning around I use all the pain inside and focus all its energy on him. But it isn't him not it's Tara and I'm hurting her. My Tara and I am using this dark energy on her and I'm hurting her. She falls to the ground. I killed her, I killed my Tara. I stumble away from her, fall through the front door.

I can't believe I never took this way before, that house is so pretty. Maybe some day Tara and I will have a house like it. When Dawnies older, and Buffy doesn't need our help looking after her and stuff. Oh boy, I could take a nap. I should probably walk more to stay in shape if it's gonna tire me out.
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