heartbroken.
i thought you were everythingg .. oh come on - in mv we can't even deny we wanted each other. well then, can i ask you something? what's going on? something happened and i really want to know what it is because i am upset and lost. why would you block me? what did i do? the whole thing is so dick. please call me or talk to me or something - i need you. i can't stop thinking that i still want you and i probably always will. i miss you clanc.
((i know it's like - god everytime you read this journal it's all about depression, but you know what .. i can't help what i'm feeling. i DO NOT want it to sound like i am craving self pity .. if anyone pities me i'm gonna throw you down the stairs.))
((i know it's like - god everytime you read this journal it's all about depression, but you know what .. i can't help what i'm feeling. i DO NOT want it to sound like i am craving self pity .. if anyone pities me i'm gonna throw you down the stairs.))