who knows anymore....
today is halloween. this is the first year ever in my life that i havent dressed up or felt like parting with ppl. i mean i do but i also dont. i just have so many things stuck in my head thats just drivin me crazy. this is like a nightmare ! i hate feeling the way i feel now. i sound like the world is coming to an end, dont i? i just wish i was a kid again with nothing to worry about!!!!! it just sucks to hear something and then u feel everything inside just breaks apart and crumbles into a million pieces. i know im confusing a lot of u's but i know what im talking about.