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life has been crazy latley. i dunno what to do about it. im 17 years old and im confused. all i wanna do is be happy and enjoy life but recently it hasnt been what i wanted. i wish i was a kid again. doing whatever i wanted, not caring, no responsiblities, just having fun. all ive been doing is thinking and im thinking thats not a good thing to do cuz all its doing is bringin me down. i thought gettin older would be so much different than how it really is. its crazy ! the thing is theres so much more that i have in me that im not saying or show. it just sucks things cant always be perfect. the only things u care about u cant have it like you want it but i guess its life. you cant always have what u want and i realized that. all i know is that this shit is killing me. all i know is that no one cares either. i dont even know why i do this but this computer is the only thing i got to talk to. its all gravy ! i think its time to just do what im good at: drink beers, smoke blunts, and act like everything is great. wanna thank all my roaches that i have and the 12 pack of miller lite thats sittin on my rug.

whats good this weekend?