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Ugh. I've just been feeling like crap lately. For no apparent reason I've had a chesty cough for 2 weeks now. I only got it when I came home from my holiday, so maybe it has something to do with going from a REALLY hot climate to a really cold climate so fast? I mean, it seriously was unbelievably hot in the Canaries. It was 40 degrees, whereas here, the average, even for this summer, has been like 12.
Plus, my sleeping is all over the place. I've had insomnia since I was 15 or so. That was my first year doing a state exam, and I was really stressed out with things, and since then it's come and gone. I've tried sleeping pills, and they do work, but basically the only cure for insomnia is a good routine, but when you just cannot sleep, that routine means nothing.
So really I just feel run down and tired and sick. I'm glad college doesn't start until the middle of September. I do not want to go back looking and feeling like crap, especially since my average day when I'm in college starts at 5.00 am, I don't get home until 7.00 pm and then I still have to eat, shower, have some me time, have family time, before I have to get at least 8 hours sleep so I can do it all over again. Yay.
And wtf, I'm obsessed with fashion lately. Well, I always was, but I've just been going mad buying stuff. I've always had an ever changing taste in fashion. I hardly ever wear trousers - no tracksuits, and no hardly even jeans. I just prefer skirts and dresses. I like being feminine and fluttery. I think I was born in the wrong time. And also skirts suit me better, because I'm like 5"3' and it's really difficult to find jeans the exact right length, so I just don't bother.
And blegh, I've been writing my Doctor Who fic, but not the next chapter. I've been writing future chapters. Basically, I just go with inspiration when it decides to show up, so I'm not going to not write future chapters just because I should be writing the next one. Also, in the last two days, I've been writing nothing but Firefly fic. I started an FF fic exactly a year ago and promptly stopped writing after 4 chapters, and now I've gotten a burst of energy for it, and I'm really hoping to finish it pretty quickly. It's a really fun fic to write, Firefly humour is so like my own. People who've seen Firefly and read my Doctor Who story have probably seen similarities in some ways.
Also, I had a dream the other night that I was on a plane to France with Pierce Brosnan. Yeah. Don't even ask me about that one.