Questioning
I have a friend that I need to talk to.
He said something to me that bothers me and at the time I didn't have the words to question what he said. What he said kind of stung a bit and my words would not work.
Now that I have had time to assimilate it I want to get clarification on what he meant by what he said so it stops bothering me.
Part of me doesn't want to know the answer. Is worried that finding out the answer will more than sting, that it will destroy me. The other part of me doesn't even care if it destroys me and wants to get it out in the open and if it kills me so be it.
Working through my group therapy notes I see that I am probably scared and am avoiding talking to the person because of it. What my notes say is that I need to embrace it and find out what I need to to move on.
Scarey stuff all on its own.
He said something to me that bothers me and at the time I didn't have the words to question what he said. What he said kind of stung a bit and my words would not work.
Now that I have had time to assimilate it I want to get clarification on what he meant by what he said so it stops bothering me.
Part of me doesn't want to know the answer. Is worried that finding out the answer will more than sting, that it will destroy me. The other part of me doesn't even care if it destroys me and wants to get it out in the open and if it kills me so be it.
Working through my group therapy notes I see that I am probably scared and am avoiding talking to the person because of it. What my notes say is that I need to embrace it and find out what I need to to move on.
Scarey stuff all on its own.