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what a crap day.
i had song and move assesments at school today, and i was doin a song from Oklahoma! called All Er Nuthin' with my friend jazz. but she had to do a ballet class at last minute coz her exams on tuesday... and i couldnt sing that one on my own... so i sung a compleately different song... that i only kinda knew the words to called Caint Say No and id never heard the backing track b4 and i sung it out of tune... and it was in a different key than i expected, and i improvising what i was doing, like how i was acting it out.
AND IT WAS ABSOUTELY AWFULL!!!!!!
my first fucking song and move assesment at this school, and i make a compleate arse of myself. the pannel said they thought i was brave and that the performance was really good, but that my technique was poor, that i was out of tune and off key and inprepared. and that if i have to change my plan at the last miniute i have to know what im doing back-to-front... i was like huh? wtf? how does that work? what else could i have done? i could have probably got away with saying... im really sorry but can i do it after easter... i mean i woulda got told off, but not insulted. I was too bloody busy concentrating on getting the lyrics right and what i was doing with my body to think about my technique. But she they did say that i was way beyond anature work, that made me quite happy.
OH!!!! i almost forgot, tge wrost part of all this, was right at the begining, i had to go up and say my name and age and place of training (as if in an audition) and then the woman said... "and why are you showing me your midriff?"and i was like... :0. i mean... i was supposed to be a cowgirl and thats what cowgirsl do! have a pleated denim skirt of jeans and a tied up shirt! she then said "im sorry but your not in the right position to do that, you need to make sure you wont put people off their dinner dear"i was like... :0:0:0:0:0:0
i almost burst out crying there infornt of the whole scholl, but i didnt, i saved it till after...
Holly :(
i had song and move assesments at school today, and i was doin a song from Oklahoma! called All Er Nuthin' with my friend jazz. but she had to do a ballet class at last minute coz her exams on tuesday... and i couldnt sing that one on my own... so i sung a compleately different song... that i only kinda knew the words to called Caint Say No and id never heard the backing track b4 and i sung it out of tune... and it was in a different key than i expected, and i improvising what i was doing, like how i was acting it out.
AND IT WAS ABSOUTELY AWFULL!!!!!!
my first fucking song and move assesment at this school, and i make a compleate arse of myself. the pannel said they thought i was brave and that the performance was really good, but that my technique was poor, that i was out of tune and off key and inprepared. and that if i have to change my plan at the last miniute i have to know what im doing back-to-front... i was like huh? wtf? how does that work? what else could i have done? i could have probably got away with saying... im really sorry but can i do it after easter... i mean i woulda got told off, but not insulted. I was too bloody busy concentrating on getting the lyrics right and what i was doing with my body to think about my technique. But she they did say that i was way beyond anature work, that made me quite happy.
OH!!!! i almost forgot, tge wrost part of all this, was right at the begining, i had to go up and say my name and age and place of training (as if in an audition) and then the woman said... "and why are you showing me your midriff?"and i was like... :0. i mean... i was supposed to be a cowgirl and thats what cowgirsl do! have a pleated denim skirt of jeans and a tied up shirt! she then said "im sorry but your not in the right position to do that, you need to make sure you wont put people off their dinner dear"i was like... :0:0:0:0:0:0
i almost burst out crying there infornt of the whole scholl, but i didnt, i saved it till after...
Holly :(