Fucking Kismet!!!!!!
ok ok ok ok ALOT has happened since last I updated with words in my journal. last post was a poem yeah, but that didnt tell what was going on in my life. a little back history is in order here.
back to KRF2K. went one day out of the season, with my parrot, Gerrie, and met alot of people that day. most remember me if they saw me, namely because of the bird.
jump to August 2k1, went to Goodtimes Emporium with my friend Brian and was introduced to a couple of his friends, Bane and his brother,CJ. Bane, wearing a custom leather coat bedecked in spikes, paint and armor. a true piece of work. we ended up alienating the other two for quite some time that night as brian was friends with his brother more than with him. I truly enjoyed his company and would have liked to have gotten to know him a bit more than I did at the time, however, I had been stupid in not getting his contact information.
a few days later, I actually began knitting, for fun, a scarf in crimson and black. a good combo if I say so myself, and it ended up loking quite good considering I had never touched knitting needles before.
ok up to riecent history now. Aresia 2k2, January 18th or so.
A few days before areisia I get a phone call from Eric Paul, asking me if I can fill in for his assistant who has come down with the mongolian Death Flu and sell swords for him at Aresia. (Eric works For starfire swords, a brand of swords I have been familiar with since 97) so of course, I say yes. we get to the hotell, and friday goes as planned. I wear a modified version of my piratess outfit, and just generally have fun. Saturday comes, I get to wear Eric's Enchanted Cottage Italian Waterbuffalo Hide Armor. Dark Blue and black leather armor, all bedecked and scyck looking! I also got to wear a beautiful red and black Mathew Manseur Leather Mask. Having riecently dyed my hair dark blue I matched all over the place! On my Hip I had a 32 inch light Crescent sword, on my back I had an old school 12 inch Crecent dagger, and I had my 10 inch lexand hilt dagger on my leg. Hey, with the title of Mistress of Blades, I had to live up to it! hehe well I was standing outside the hotel room where we were vending, and I see a very familiar face stroll by on buisness. not being able to place it right away I dont chase after it, but the gentleman comes back a few moments later, and says what I had been thinking." I know you." Having not removed my mask I did not know how he could recognze me as I had lost considerable amounts of weight in the past few months. We stood and spoke for a few moments and then came to realize that I remembered him from KRF! He however did not remember me from that meeting but from the meeting at goodtimes. We continued to enjoy each others company for the rest of that weekend. that night we found a party that was searving Rocket Fuel, and after 16 hours, 35 traps and 20 missed opportunities, we sat in the Anime room and when the terrible whiskey hit our heads got up the courage to do what we had wanted to for hours. Kiss. *******************WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!****************** never in my life have I kissed anyone with such soft lips! I told him this too hehehe he didnt believe me but its true hehe. anyways, since then we have been inseperable. My buddy Mike Paolucci said it best when describing me to a friend of his"yeah my buddy Bane is coming with his Girlfriend,... who raven?... oh heh she's like bane, with tits." nuff said.
ok yet another jump.
Valentine's day. I had two dates lined up for valentines day, one for the day time one for the evening. the daytime was with Bane and the evening was with Dan. However, I never did make it to my evening date. Bane had recieved a call in the morning that he had to work, that day, and later that day I recieve a call from Bane's brother Wolf, "what are you doing? nothin, cool, wanna hang out? sure." so he comes over, I get word that Bane has fight pratice after work and wolf has to captain. so we go over to Bane's house and after fight rehearsal, Wolf Promptly tells Bane to get dressed, he's going out to dinner, and Ive been kidnaped and am now in Rhode Island somewhere. so Bane goes upstairs, and changes into a damn nice suit, dressed to the 9s I almost died. he looked so damn sexy! Wolf then takes us back over to my house so I can get dressed. well not to be outdone, I put my black evening dress on, nylons, heels, makeup, and even put my hair up with pins and curls. hehehe. yes Im evil. needless to say I had to pick both of their jaws up off the floor. hehe anyways, Wlf then taked off his field jacket, puts on his leather, and says very straight faced,"Good evening sir, madam, I will be your chauffer this evening." damn near couldnt hold a straight face on that one heheh.
he then drives us into town, to Charlie's saloon, a nice upscale resteraunt with the romantic candle light and the best damn prime rib Ive ever had. we stopped in a CVS to pick something up and Bane grabbed a stuffed Bobcat mother and cub duo before I could even squeal from spotting it, hands it to me and says Happy Valentines Day. *MELT* damn thing's cute as sin. we went out to Danvers after that to see Lord of the Rings, we were the only three in the theatre! well...aside from the very amourous couple int he back row who cared not what movie was on screen. after that we came home to my place where we sat and talked for 2 hours (it was then 4am cause he had to go to work) we discussed much and came to realize alot about each other and ourselves.
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****I LOVE HIM!!!!!!****
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there I said it, yes, I love him. I am not denying it to anyone, lovers be damned. I care not anymore, I dont want them anyways, I am through all done, Im mush! I have been walking on a cloud since that day, and every day the altitude is greater. the more time I spend with him the higher I get, the more I love him. the more I think about him the more I want to be with him. GAGH!!!!!! Im GUSHING FOR FUCKS SAKE!!! ok ok ok...calm....never gonna happen. blah! I will write more, its late, and this is long as it is.
-=dances off into slumber land with dreams in crimson and black=-
back to KRF2K. went one day out of the season, with my parrot, Gerrie, and met alot of people that day. most remember me if they saw me, namely because of the bird.
jump to August 2k1, went to Goodtimes Emporium with my friend Brian and was introduced to a couple of his friends, Bane and his brother,CJ. Bane, wearing a custom leather coat bedecked in spikes, paint and armor. a true piece of work. we ended up alienating the other two for quite some time that night as brian was friends with his brother more than with him. I truly enjoyed his company and would have liked to have gotten to know him a bit more than I did at the time, however, I had been stupid in not getting his contact information.
a few days later, I actually began knitting, for fun, a scarf in crimson and black. a good combo if I say so myself, and it ended up loking quite good considering I had never touched knitting needles before.
ok up to riecent history now. Aresia 2k2, January 18th or so.
A few days before areisia I get a phone call from Eric Paul, asking me if I can fill in for his assistant who has come down with the mongolian Death Flu and sell swords for him at Aresia. (Eric works For starfire swords, a brand of swords I have been familiar with since 97) so of course, I say yes. we get to the hotell, and friday goes as planned. I wear a modified version of my piratess outfit, and just generally have fun. Saturday comes, I get to wear Eric's Enchanted Cottage Italian Waterbuffalo Hide Armor. Dark Blue and black leather armor, all bedecked and scyck looking! I also got to wear a beautiful red and black Mathew Manseur Leather Mask. Having riecently dyed my hair dark blue I matched all over the place! On my Hip I had a 32 inch light Crescent sword, on my back I had an old school 12 inch Crecent dagger, and I had my 10 inch lexand hilt dagger on my leg. Hey, with the title of Mistress of Blades, I had to live up to it! hehe well I was standing outside the hotel room where we were vending, and I see a very familiar face stroll by on buisness. not being able to place it right away I dont chase after it, but the gentleman comes back a few moments later, and says what I had been thinking." I know you." Having not removed my mask I did not know how he could recognze me as I had lost considerable amounts of weight in the past few months. We stood and spoke for a few moments and then came to realize that I remembered him from KRF! He however did not remember me from that meeting but from the meeting at goodtimes. We continued to enjoy each others company for the rest of that weekend. that night we found a party that was searving Rocket Fuel, and after 16 hours, 35 traps and 20 missed opportunities, we sat in the Anime room and when the terrible whiskey hit our heads got up the courage to do what we had wanted to for hours. Kiss. *******************WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!****************** never in my life have I kissed anyone with such soft lips! I told him this too hehehe he didnt believe me but its true hehe. anyways, since then we have been inseperable. My buddy Mike Paolucci said it best when describing me to a friend of his"yeah my buddy Bane is coming with his Girlfriend,... who raven?... oh heh she's like bane, with tits." nuff said.
ok yet another jump.
Valentine's day. I had two dates lined up for valentines day, one for the day time one for the evening. the daytime was with Bane and the evening was with Dan. However, I never did make it to my evening date. Bane had recieved a call in the morning that he had to work, that day, and later that day I recieve a call from Bane's brother Wolf, "what are you doing? nothin, cool, wanna hang out? sure." so he comes over, I get word that Bane has fight pratice after work and wolf has to captain. so we go over to Bane's house and after fight rehearsal, Wolf Promptly tells Bane to get dressed, he's going out to dinner, and Ive been kidnaped and am now in Rhode Island somewhere. so Bane goes upstairs, and changes into a damn nice suit, dressed to the 9s I almost died. he looked so damn sexy! Wolf then takes us back over to my house so I can get dressed. well not to be outdone, I put my black evening dress on, nylons, heels, makeup, and even put my hair up with pins and curls. hehehe. yes Im evil. needless to say I had to pick both of their jaws up off the floor. hehe anyways, Wlf then taked off his field jacket, puts on his leather, and says very straight faced,"Good evening sir, madam, I will be your chauffer this evening." damn near couldnt hold a straight face on that one heheh.
he then drives us into town, to Charlie's saloon, a nice upscale resteraunt with the romantic candle light and the best damn prime rib Ive ever had. we stopped in a CVS to pick something up and Bane grabbed a stuffed Bobcat mother and cub duo before I could even squeal from spotting it, hands it to me and says Happy Valentines Day. *MELT* damn thing's cute as sin. we went out to Danvers after that to see Lord of the Rings, we were the only three in the theatre! well...aside from the very amourous couple int he back row who cared not what movie was on screen. after that we came home to my place where we sat and talked for 2 hours (it was then 4am cause he had to go to work) we discussed much and came to realize alot about each other and ourselves.
......
****I LOVE HIM!!!!!!****
.......
there I said it, yes, I love him. I am not denying it to anyone, lovers be damned. I care not anymore, I dont want them anyways, I am through all done, Im mush! I have been walking on a cloud since that day, and every day the altitude is greater. the more time I spend with him the higher I get, the more I love him. the more I think about him the more I want to be with him. GAGH!!!!!! Im GUSHING FOR FUCKS SAKE!!! ok ok ok...calm....never gonna happen. blah! I will write more, its late, and this is long as it is.
-=dances off into slumber land with dreams in crimson and black=-