Dazed and Confused
goshy, work is kinda boring...
this is my xanga page, you can check it out too but it says the exact same thing...
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xXlittleshootingstarXx
and this is the hottest sight in the world!! some really fine guys! =) helps make my probs dissapear while i dream lmao...
http://www.buddypic.com/top.php?sex=m
anyways life has been quite interesting lately....confusing, complicated and some what depressing but im good, itll all work out for the best. i always seem to be stuck in some type of predicament, and its not fun. heres my problem:
Ryan,
hes one of the coolest people i know in the world and (to me,) We seem to have alot in common =) and i really like him, i have liked him for a couple months now and we talk and hang out and its really fun.i talk to him on the celly almost everyday. hes awesome...i really like him.
Tommy has been trying to hook up with me, despite all of the crap people say about him hes been super sweet to me lately, and hes really cool too.
then theres John. Hes in my chemistry class and i always kinda thought he was hott (blushes) lol. he called me the other day sorta hinting that he liked me ( i think, im not trying to sound all conceided and what not...actually, im far from it) and like i think i kinda like him too, i dont know him as well tho but hes really cool! he invited me to go hang out with him and his friends, which are some of my friends too, the ones i know anyways.
but anywho, i was talking to "Mr. Anderson" (matrix lol, awesome movie!!!) about all of this stuff and i was getting a guys perspective about everything and something totally unexpected happened...he said he liked me too! Brock and i went out in 8th grade for like eight or nine months, somewhere along those lines...and things were good. we didnt ever really fight i dont think and it was fun! and we have some of the same friends too and i miss hanging out with them. went to chilis with them a few weeks ago and it was just like old times. hes really sweet and funny too.
Man o man, why me?!?! this is crazy and like, i have no clue what to do! at all!! THERE ALL HOTTT!!
iunno, its overwhelming and sometimes makes me want to cry (how gay) but its true...ive never been in this situation before so i dont know how to handle it.
and like i go to my friends about it cuz they rock and everyone of them says a different guy...so and so says this person, while this person says another...iunno i know fo sho that i like Ryan but everyone else i dont know how i feel, i guess thats what i need to figure out huh? i can say that i fo sho like them but i know that i cant say i dont. does that mean that a part of me does like them? OMG!! did that even make sense?! im soOoOoOo confused!!!
...well, im at work and i should probably get back to it...i need to save up money for the trip!!! (cant wait!!!) =) if anyone has any advice...please HELP! lol...that felt weird typing "please help" ok anyways got o get back to answering phones...talk to you lata *MwAh...im out *PoOf*
this is my xanga page, you can check it out too but it says the exact same thing...
http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=xXlittleshootingstarXx
and this is the hottest sight in the world!! some really fine guys! =) helps make my probs dissapear while i dream lmao...
http://www.buddypic.com/top.php?sex=m
anyways life has been quite interesting lately....confusing, complicated and some what depressing but im good, itll all work out for the best. i always seem to be stuck in some type of predicament, and its not fun. heres my problem:
Ryan,
hes one of the coolest people i know in the world and (to me,) We seem to have alot in common =) and i really like him, i have liked him for a couple months now and we talk and hang out and its really fun.i talk to him on the celly almost everyday. hes awesome...i really like him.
Tommy has been trying to hook up with me, despite all of the crap people say about him hes been super sweet to me lately, and hes really cool too.
then theres John. Hes in my chemistry class and i always kinda thought he was hott (blushes) lol. he called me the other day sorta hinting that he liked me ( i think, im not trying to sound all conceided and what not...actually, im far from it) and like i think i kinda like him too, i dont know him as well tho but hes really cool! he invited me to go hang out with him and his friends, which are some of my friends too, the ones i know anyways.
but anywho, i was talking to "Mr. Anderson" (matrix lol, awesome movie!!!) about all of this stuff and i was getting a guys perspective about everything and something totally unexpected happened...he said he liked me too! Brock and i went out in 8th grade for like eight or nine months, somewhere along those lines...and things were good. we didnt ever really fight i dont think and it was fun! and we have some of the same friends too and i miss hanging out with them. went to chilis with them a few weeks ago and it was just like old times. hes really sweet and funny too.
Man o man, why me?!?! this is crazy and like, i have no clue what to do! at all!! THERE ALL HOTTT!!
iunno, its overwhelming and sometimes makes me want to cry (how gay) but its true...ive never been in this situation before so i dont know how to handle it.
and like i go to my friends about it cuz they rock and everyone of them says a different guy...so and so says this person, while this person says another...iunno i know fo sho that i like Ryan but everyone else i dont know how i feel, i guess thats what i need to figure out huh? i can say that i fo sho like them but i know that i cant say i dont. does that mean that a part of me does like them? OMG!! did that even make sense?! im soOoOoOo confused!!!
...well, im at work and i should probably get back to it...i need to save up money for the trip!!! (cant wait!!!) =) if anyone has any advice...please HELP! lol...that felt weird typing "please help" ok anyways got o get back to answering phones...talk to you lata *MwAh...im out *PoOf*