LaborDay Weekend 2009
I've been lame and posting updates to facebook more than LJ. Its much quicker and doesn't require so much brain power, which is low these days.
Being an early pregnant lady has its bonuses and draw backs. I'm in my own groove, but extremely tired and slow compared to my caffeinated co-workers. I seem to have less of a problem telling people what's bothering me except for when someone has to tell me about their horrible pregnancy experience. My breasts are HUGE, but I've have my first hemorrhoid. My sense of smell and taste have jumped to a new level, but I crave sugar and salt even more. I look forward to how I will grow as a mother, but mourn the loss of my irresponsible youth (when can I go to BurningMan again and go crazy? how can I bike/kayak/camp with an infant w/o spending loads of money on gear?) Finally the career conflict looms over me. If I want to do an integrative medicine fellowship, how do I balance raising my child with the work-load?
Lots of questions in my head, with crazy dreams at night...
Being an early pregnant lady has its bonuses and draw backs. I'm in my own groove, but extremely tired and slow compared to my caffeinated co-workers. I seem to have less of a problem telling people what's bothering me except for when someone has to tell me about their horrible pregnancy experience. My breasts are HUGE, but I've have my first hemorrhoid. My sense of smell and taste have jumped to a new level, but I crave sugar and salt even more. I look forward to how I will grow as a mother, but mourn the loss of my irresponsible youth (when can I go to BurningMan again and go crazy? how can I bike/kayak/camp with an infant w/o spending loads of money on gear?) Finally the career conflict looms over me. If I want to do an integrative medicine fellowship, how do I balance raising my child with the work-load?
Lots of questions in my head, with crazy dreams at night...