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I miss having parents. Especially my dad. I know, technically, they are still around. But they stopped 'parenting' me ages ago. It has slowly dwindled down to me seeing my father once a month so that he can borrow money, and doing chores for my mom around the house like I am a maid. The day my dad moved out I listened to one cd over and over again. Today I put that cd in for the first time since he moved out. And I just cried. for hours. While I painted the trim in my room, while i vacuumed, while i got yelled at for being fat, having bras that make me look huge, and having ugly hair. I cried through out my shower and eating lunch.
and i dont feel any better.
I must seem like a bitch, seeing as how some people have lost their parents to death. But.. it almost feels that way.
and i dont feel any better.
I must seem like a bitch, seeing as how some people have lost their parents to death. But.. it almost feels that way.