I am such a bitch.
No that was not cool. I didn't do jack shit to you Matthew Sanders. I took you out of my profiles and stuff because we don't go out anymore not because I am a bitch. You had no fucking reason in the whole damned world to call me a whore. I don't even know what I did. I will give you a hint I am not a whore. I did and still do love you and I don't give a fuck if you think that is a lie. You know what. FUCK YOU! I hate how you always used to do this you would sit here and flip out at me for no reason, I know I did it too some times. I can't pretend to love someone maybe you can. But I sure as hell can't. Everything is not all about you and it never will so get real and get over it. Yeah your life isn't the best but if you haven't noticed mine isn't either. You say your parents don't love you well if they didn't love you would they buy you all the shit they do?! NO THEY WOULDN'T! Your dad never once in your life hit you and you know it. You know that it's not true. I took you off my top eight and shit because everytime I see a fucking picture of you I cry. I don't want to cry I am tired of it. I have been eating so much fucking food and not sleeping. Last night was the first night I got more than mabye oh let's see two hours of sleep. Even when we did go out every single time I went over your house all you ever did was play some dumb ass video game. What are you in second grade?! You would make me watch your little brothers all day while you and Corey or Andrew did something stupid. I know that you cared and you wanted to make me happy and you had good intentions. But I don't know how far that is going to take you in life. I still love you even now. But the last time we talked you said "Forget about me and go get a new boyfriend." Do you know how much that fucking hurt!? No you don't I know that you have moved on you even told me so. When you told me I was perfect and beautiful were you lying? I don't know I hope not. When you told me you loved me then were you? Yeah life is a bitch and I know that you have to watch your little sibblings after school but you never do that anyway you just play your games. Yeah my life isn't baby sitting after school but it sure as hell aint no walk in the fucking park. I should have known what you wanted as soon as it started. But I ignored it that stupid gut feeling you get when you are with someone. I don't know if you know what I am talking about but what ever. Yeah you beat up two people and said it was my fault both times what the hell I said that Tyler tried to shove his tounge down my throat a LONG ASS TIME AGO and last year you fought him. This ear you fought Colin becasue of me no it wasn't because of me. Yeah I said I wanted to get drunk and he asked me what I was like drunk so I told him. I wasn't going to sit there and lie. That's fucking stupid. I know you just like to fight you tell me that I already know that. Plus Colin beat up your best friend you know that was the real reason you fought him. Because what he said about me was after we broke up so yeah whatever. It shouldn't fucking matter what he said to you. And if some one told you that I was a whore why the fuck do you listen to them. For god's sakes we dated for a year and like 26 days!!! What the fuck who are you going to bealive? Humm I hope me. But you know what I give up. I am done and good bye.