Yeah some might get it..

[whymeforever]

So here I am
Undressed and unarmed
Naked in my room
Dying on my bed
And my blood covers the rose that you gave me
Yesterday

Millions of tears it seems I have cried
Only for you
No more are left
Death is knocking at my door
And I fear when I must answer
Yet I stare at this rose that you gave me

Totally oblivious to it
Until now
Every second seems like forever
Someday maybe the light will find me
Death is dark and creeping closer
And as it comes nearer to my heart
You rush in to save me

We lie here for but an instant
Eternity fading to nothing
Denying what I truly feel inside
Needless pain you have put me through
Entire days lost mourning your Love
Such that i know you never actually felt
Death unveils its hood
And I find that it is you
Your heart still beating within the rose that you gave me

Time and time again
Hell creeps into me
Undoing all that I had once fixed
Relighting the fires you had extinguished
Simply put, tears mean nothing
Death finds me hiding
Alone and afraid in a corner
Your protection fading away from me

For too long I have wept for you
Returning a love that is transparent
Idiots that we are when I see
Death returning once again
Another sleepless night
Yet i stare at this rose that has wilted

So I am still, lying on my bed
Almost a week has gone by
Too bad you were never really here
Unless this isn't my imagination
Returning once again to what I thought was real
Death is still waiting, lurking in the shadows
And I stare at this rose, now wilted an broken
Yet I can't take my eyes from its beauty