Dec 31, 2003 00:28
i'm finally 18, time difference included and everything
but i'm grumpy and crying for no reason
well maybe there is a reason
but i don't want to admit it to myself
i need to figure out what i want
and get rid of what hurts
i'm not strong enough to handle the pain
i like talking to lauren, she tells it like it is
alex, you'll make it through, i just wanna see you smile again, please?