this past week...
ok this past week has been confusing and unexpecting... i found out that i was no longer in band and that i was going out for football against my will and that someone i thought hated my guts actually likes me...and why i have no idea....but the truth is i was attracked to her from the begining of the year. and who wouldn't be she beautiful and smart and sweet....she is so perfect in everyway and just ugh i can't explain it she's like an angel...but she was always going on and off with someone else and now someone told me that she liked me and she told me as well...and now people are telling me that i should go out with her but i don't no i don't think i could measure up to her preveous BF and i don't think i could make her happy... and as much as i like her and want to go out with her im scared that she might say no and just asking her out is so never racking and scary... but i don't know i guess i will have to see how band camp goes hopefully it will go good...yes im guna go just incase my mom desides to put me back in... but back to the girl..... i rele do hope that one day we could end up going out and someone told me she hasn't been showing interest in me because i have't been showing interest in her so im going to try and show more interest..... more later