moo... T.T

[whyisalwaizme]

wtf..... years ago in mai complete dorkette-hood, i was very chubby.. so chubby that mai mothr and father complained and othr ppl thought "aww.. shes so cute! i just wonder how she sees with those lil eyes.." well the thing is, i have big eyes for a vietnamese person and they were only small because mai cheeks were big enough to push them up to look rly tiny. when i was young, i was heavier than i am now.. y am i ranting about this? because now that i look halfway decent my mothr is complaining that i dont eat enough and she tries to shove food down my throat. be4 i completely gorged myself on the food she made and now that i dont eat as much anymore she thinks im becoming anorexic.. wtf?? she should be happy tha i can control myself *unlike ben whos 0( o.o )0* but no0o.. she has to give a big ass flyingfuck about me not eating all the food on the table. eh.. o well.. bowling this saturday!!! i cant wait to see everyone! i miss yall so much! i want out of this place ASAP.. hmm.. this is so gay cuz i canot comment on anyone elses journal.. >.<* if u have a xanga i can comment on ur page there. jush tell me!
does anyone hear the music or see the star on mai page? if so please leave a comment saying u do or dont.