Feb 27, 2003 18:11
I feel like a stranger on here now... It's been one crazy month, so crazy the last thing on my mind was sitting down and writing my thoughts on life! The FIRST thing on my mind the last month has been SLEEP!
So much has gone on..where do i start???
In the last week, Ryan has been diagnosed with Pnemonia. It's totaly freaked me out and had me on a whirlwind of running around to doctors, waking up every 10 min to make sure he's breathing and non stop phone calls from every family member and friend i know wanting updates!
Coray, the new boyfriend...is absolutely wonderful! I am falling for him so fast its crazy! There's something about him thats unlike any other guy i've every dated. I have this wierd feeling that he could be the one. We've talked about it before...we dont want to rush into things, but they keep heading that direction the more we talk. He makes me so incredibly happy... i love it! He's soo good with Ryan and he gets along great with my family and the few friends he's met. He has more to meet this weekend...i'm sure that will go great! I get along wonderful with his friends and family...so that's always a good thing.
Dad is still driving me crazy, we fight over this computer all the time. I just found out that he put a dating posting online...that kinda freaks me out. I have a hard time accepting that he's ready to date again. That's why, as sad as i am that Jeane-bean broke his heart...its a relief for me. I guess a part of me always hopes that my parents will get back together. A very little part, but still a part!
I know i'm being selfish...but i dont like the thought of him with other women!
ANyways, enough said about that! Coray has a final exam today for the fire department...soo im nervous for him and will be waiting up until he calls me tonight and tells me how it all went.
I got a lot accomplished today....I cleaned the apartment, and i mean CLEANED! I did 6 loads of laundry too! AND I make Coray a 5 course meal and delivered it to him and eric at work. Awww!
Hopefully tomorrow will be more relaxing! But it was a great day!