You play the role of the angel and youll see my face in hell...
Ok so i have not updated in along time. So hers whats going down my girl friend laina is moving. Its ok cuz she can drive and i will be able to soon, But thats not whats bugging me. I feel incroaching doom all around me i feel like the apocolips to my life is comeing or the savior of my life is comeing like an internal struggle is comeing and i am
( Read more... )
About your issue about a struggle with a savior, or God or a god. Sounds like you are struggling with guilt about the mistakes you have made with people you know or have known. I can't say I fully understand how it feels for you(since I am not you and have not heard in depth about this issue), but from my personal sense of guilt, I know it can be a load, like guilt for the things I've said to my father(whether actually said or wanted to say) and I am having a very hard time allowing myself to be forgiven by the God I believe in, even though I know He will as long as I stop being so damn stubborn and pray and read the Bible and shit...and I did earlier today, feel a lot of encouragement to keep fighting, but yeah.
I believe if I die I'll be damned and I guess that's kinda what you're alluding to...it sounds like it something you're actually taking seriously kinda. I hardly give a fuck about it, personally, but I should, I know. But I believe in a God and I know the fact that we're still alive and we food, comfort, and satisfaction so that life is not unbearable, that means to me that if a divine deity does exist, that that deity mustn't hate us or hold too much against us personally. But I'm talking a lot. Well, if you need or wanna talk(and if I'm not on AIM or just am not chatting on AIM, it's cuz I don't like it anymore really, but whatever) just do so whether it's via messaging on myspace, or whatever. I'm more than willing to give an ear and give as much or little personal input as desired.
Reply
Leave a comment