A reflection
hmmm.. attended my cousin's wedding yesterday! A wedding is a wonderful thing that can happen to a couple but when i heard about this shocking news from my cousin, i was kinda confused about how to react. A happy note because he has found his right one? A sadden note because he was only at my age 20 ! After attending that wedding, i have lots to reflect!
1st: my cousin who is married
He was considered the closest cousin among my father's side. Probably he was my playmate since young. Due to the fact that we were born in the same year, studying in the same primary school, lives just the next block, it made us the closest. We shared lots of memories i guess. We have the same ambition when we were young. He taught me how to play table tennis. Also, we talk about lots of stuffs. His secrets, our differences.
Now he is married. I feel soo weird. A kind of weirdness that i cannot describe. Not very close to me. A gap that i duno when it come in. Im in a pool of sorrows.
2nd: my cousins and me
A fact that i dont wanna admit. There is a gap in between me and the cousins. Reason unknown. Not that im unfriendly, is just that difference is obvious.
1st: my cousin who is married
He was considered the closest cousin among my father's side. Probably he was my playmate since young. Due to the fact that we were born in the same year, studying in the same primary school, lives just the next block, it made us the closest. We shared lots of memories i guess. We have the same ambition when we were young. He taught me how to play table tennis. Also, we talk about lots of stuffs. His secrets, our differences.
Now he is married. I feel soo weird. A kind of weirdness that i cannot describe. Not very close to me. A gap that i duno when it come in. Im in a pool of sorrows.
2nd: my cousins and me
A fact that i dont wanna admit. There is a gap in between me and the cousins. Reason unknown. Not that im unfriendly, is just that difference is obvious.