beach
i went to jenny's beach bonfire tonight. there were way too many people there (at corona), but i guess it was fun. i was in some really odd mood though. it was kinda one of those depressed moods that makes you blow little things way outa proportion and ruins your night. just because i was feeling a little left out by certain people i totally ceased to speak and/or involve myself in anything, and the strange thing is that i have no idea why. i felt like crying for no reason and that i did. i know that it was just one of those days, but i hate myself when i'm like that. it's just so...self-absorbed because it's basically me getting upset over nothing. it's me being in a bad mood. it's me being stupid.
i guess you know who your true friends are when they notice things like that. when they notice you're unhappy. it feels good to know you have the care of at least a few people. thanks hoodles and patty. you guys rock.
gosh darn it i want a guy.
lol.....yeah......
try not to hold any of the madness i've said above affect your opinion of me. i'm just in a fucking weird mood.
ick.
i guess you know who your true friends are when they notice things like that. when they notice you're unhappy. it feels good to know you have the care of at least a few people. thanks hoodles and patty. you guys rock.
gosh darn it i want a guy.
lol.....yeah......
try not to hold any of the madness i've said above affect your opinion of me. i'm just in a fucking weird mood.
ick.