When the stars go blue!
Well break has been non-stop busy, and I hate it, I miss sleepover with the girls, and eatting candy and having fun. I know i just turned 17, but it feels like already I've just grow up so fast this break, and honestly I dont like what i've become, I'm back to what i was like over the summer, none of you we're close to me over the summer so you dont know what i was like. But it was bad and I'm scared, I know when school starts again I'll stop go back to school and start pretending i dont care about what happend, funny isnt it, I can prented oh so well, and when I'm alone for just ten min. in my room i cry, I guess i think if i cry it will all come back to normal, No luck so far. Hell normal isnt real.I want a second chance, but I'm to scared to ask for one. But i got this from One Tree Hill (guilty pleasure) there was a thing between Brooke and Peyton and Peyton said to Brooke " You may not be my friend but I'm yours"later on shes talking to Lucas and she says "Brooke my never forgive me but I'm going to fight to get her back and I'll never give up because we fight for what we want". (OR something along those lines)
See in my life I'm Peyton and you (you know who you are, I HOPE) your Brooke,
To all the Brookes in my life, Could I ever get a second chance to be your Peyton
(Wow this sounded better in my mind!)(Dont laught at me)
To my "BROOKE" i wanna talk things out, I want to try to find normal again, so I'm asking you for asecond chance
See in my life I'm Peyton and you (you know who you are, I HOPE) your Brooke,
To all the Brookes in my life, Could I ever get a second chance to be your Peyton
(Wow this sounded better in my mind!)(Dont laught at me)
To my "BROOKE" i wanna talk things out, I want to try to find normal again, so I'm asking you for asecond chance