Oct 01, 2005 13:08
I've been really confused lately. With life in general. I feel like i should be depressed, not just sad. I had a long slump of 'being depressed' and luckily i got out of it. I'm just scared i'll be back in the area again. Which is because i only have about two friends. Maybe less. All i do is go to school and work. I did go to last thursday and the bicycle shop which was sweet, but besides that nada. This weekend i probably won't do anything. I might go buy a dress but i doubt i will get around to getting off my ass. I have to work this evening until 8 so after that i'll probably just sit and watch movies. Maybe eat some food. You know the usual.
I don't really know if i'm ready for this whole rain thing we've got going on. Yesterday after school i walked from the bus stop home and i was drenched. I was sad. I'm sick and i think it made it worse.
Anyway. I'm just on here burning time.
Bye.