Sep 27, 2005 09:19
yes yesterday was a beautiful day and yes i sat and read on a bench. by myself. all by my lonesome. i sat there for an hour watching people walk by who had friends, or they were talking on their cell phones to their friends. i talked to taelor, but she obviously didn't want to talk. i sat there. i realized it's going to be a long fucking fall/winter.
when i went to biology someone actually talked to me. it was amazing. well acutally she asked me if i had bought the book yet. but no i hadn't. then she said something about it being really expensive. and that was the extent of it.
i realized that i can be whoever i want to be at college.
but it's stil going to be a long fall/winter.