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[whycantifeel]

I feel like I am bipolar. It takes such a little thing to stoop me into mini-depression (is depression ever really mini?). I guess I just wish I wasn't so in tune with my emotions. I seem to evaluate my emotions as if someone else was looking into my head. I'm so upset about multiple things, even though they all add up to one main idea.

I just wish I could be someone that does not give a shit.

Most of all, I wish my "private" diary's server wasnt down so I could really explain all of this.