Aug 23, 2005 04:15
im so confused about everything right now.... :-/ ....so i came home around 9ish from hanging out with chris and jacklyn because i felt horrible...i dont know if its from being so depressed lately or im actually getting sick...but i came home and fell right asleep but for some reason i woke up and i cant fall asleep again...probably because i REALLY dislike sleeping alone and my whole family is gone at CP...im so completely lost with everything right now...im not going to school this semester...i dont know if i want to move to florida anymore, it would be nice to be able to compelety start over with my life...i dont know...ive been listening to this one song on repeat sense i came back from TC, laura pausini-surrender theres only one person that might understand why...