I can't get enough of this song, for some reason.
So...
Been sitting around all day, doing nothing, of course.
I woke up in the weirdest position this morning. I was face down, under my pillow, and I was breathing through my nose, which kind of woke me up. :/
I used to be a normal sleeper. Now I'm a toss-and-turner. Or something. It was rather uncomfortable.
But there is joy in life, I'm beginning to remember my dreams again. So I suppose my intuition is growing. Apparently, I'm not too weak, after all. Maybe I can get inspired to meditate and such. I've felt too depressed and [like I said] weak to do it lately. My tarot readings, when I actually do them, are kind of hazy since I don't go through the calming procedure to make sure I am in a psychic state and all. So yes. Perhaps I will get into my spiritual side again. Perhaps not. We'll just have to see.
Hmm. Some local guy named Tolga [he's Turkish] IMed me today and wanted to go hang out in Columbus... It was kind of weird... Just because, I suppose, most guys his age [or anyone in between 20 and 44] IM me, harass me with sexual bullshit, then about two weeks later, ask me if I want to go out or something... And he just jumped on the bandwagon. I might try and meet up with him tomorrow or something, because I'm bored. :/ Maybe not. Don't know, we'll see.
What really shocked me, was that he was willing to come pick me up! Weird!
But anyway. Uhm. Yes. Enough about my run-ins with locals on the internet. :)
I think I'm going to add some colour to my life. Lately I've been so blah. I'm inspired, it seems, to liven up. And by this, I mean literally wearing colour, and cheering up. I don't need to make everyone feel drab, and I think I do that quite efficiently, at the rate I'm going. So it's time for a change. A drastic, necessary change.
Not to mention, I want to show my funky, wild side.
[Yes, it does exist.]
Been sitting around all day, doing nothing, of course.
I woke up in the weirdest position this morning. I was face down, under my pillow, and I was breathing through my nose, which kind of woke me up. :/
I used to be a normal sleeper. Now I'm a toss-and-turner. Or something. It was rather uncomfortable.
But there is joy in life, I'm beginning to remember my dreams again. So I suppose my intuition is growing. Apparently, I'm not too weak, after all. Maybe I can get inspired to meditate and such. I've felt too depressed and [like I said] weak to do it lately. My tarot readings, when I actually do them, are kind of hazy since I don't go through the calming procedure to make sure I am in a psychic state and all. So yes. Perhaps I will get into my spiritual side again. Perhaps not. We'll just have to see.
Hmm. Some local guy named Tolga [he's Turkish] IMed me today and wanted to go hang out in Columbus... It was kind of weird... Just because, I suppose, most guys his age [or anyone in between 20 and 44] IM me, harass me with sexual bullshit, then about two weeks later, ask me if I want to go out or something... And he just jumped on the bandwagon. I might try and meet up with him tomorrow or something, because I'm bored. :/ Maybe not. Don't know, we'll see.
What really shocked me, was that he was willing to come pick me up! Weird!
But anyway. Uhm. Yes. Enough about my run-ins with locals on the internet. :)
I think I'm going to add some colour to my life. Lately I've been so blah. I'm inspired, it seems, to liven up. And by this, I mean literally wearing colour, and cheering up. I don't need to make everyone feel drab, and I think I do that quite efficiently, at the rate I'm going. So it's time for a change. A drastic, necessary change.
Not to mention, I want to show my funky, wild side.
[Yes, it does exist.]