life.
life definitely has its ups and downs. and these ups and downs can vary in length.
let's take my life for example. i was down for a good couple months...softball wasn't going as well as i thought it would be...my friendship with my best friend was on the rocks...i was stressing out about everything.
then...i was finally on the up side yesterday...softball was going really well...i moved from batting 9th to 2nd, and i'm not doing badly at all there...i didn't make any errors sunday in two of the best games our team has played...beating lewis 2-1 and 4-3...i found out i won an art scholarship for being a "promising undergraduate art student"...which says to me i'm going in the right direction with my major...friendships were better.
then today...down again. wow that "up" lasted a LONG time. not. today i'm sick...i feel like someone has punched me in the head repeatedly...i had to sit out of half of practice because of this damn sickness...friendship is on the rocks again...i'm highly stressed about web design...and i'm worn out.
i just feel so overwhelmed at times that i want to crawl into a hole. i feel like giving up sometimes...i feel like giving up on everything.
when's the next "up"? i'm waiting. for crap sake...can life be nice to me for MORE than ONE DAY??? damn.
let's take my life for example. i was down for a good couple months...softball wasn't going as well as i thought it would be...my friendship with my best friend was on the rocks...i was stressing out about everything.
then...i was finally on the up side yesterday...softball was going really well...i moved from batting 9th to 2nd, and i'm not doing badly at all there...i didn't make any errors sunday in two of the best games our team has played...beating lewis 2-1 and 4-3...i found out i won an art scholarship for being a "promising undergraduate art student"...which says to me i'm going in the right direction with my major...friendships were better.
then today...down again. wow that "up" lasted a LONG time. not. today i'm sick...i feel like someone has punched me in the head repeatedly...i had to sit out of half of practice because of this damn sickness...friendship is on the rocks again...i'm highly stressed about web design...and i'm worn out.
i just feel so overwhelmed at times that i want to crawl into a hole. i feel like giving up sometimes...i feel like giving up on everything.
when's the next "up"? i'm waiting. for crap sake...can life be nice to me for MORE than ONE DAY??? damn.