i'm a bum

[why_wage_war]

i haven't left this room ALL day long, and you know what? i loved it.

i have to go to team study tables in a few, and how bad does that suck? i'm an art major, which therefore means i have NO homework and do NOT need to study. awesome.

last night was kind of a bust, but the company was great, and that's all that matters.

i guess i really don't have much to say...but i felt the need to make an update.

i did write a song today -

If you only knew
How I feel about you
If you could only tell
I’m under your spell
When I’m around you

If I could only say
The things on my mind
If I could only speak
But you make me weak
Why can’t you be mine?

Oh how I want you to hold me
How I want you to need me
Like I need you
But I feel as though I’m wishing
And hoping and praying
I’m dreaming my life away on you

If only you felt the way I do.

If you only knew…
That I dream about you
If you could look at me
The way you do in my sleep
Then all my dreams would come true.

If I could only have
The courage to say
All the things in my mind
And make you be mine
But I just run away

Oh how I want you to know me
How I want you to see me
Like I see you
But I feel as though I’m wishing
And thinking and dreaming
I’m wasting my life waiting for you…

If only you felt
If only you felt
If only you felt the way I do.