&you probably don't even read my entries

[why_oh_you]

It hurts that I feel that you don't care about me anymore. Probably haven't for a while. Maybe never really did... I hope you did love me like you said you did, I hope you do still care in some small way at least. But right now, I believe that I know that you don't.

I wish I wasn't such a jealous person.

[&you don't even know these entries have been about you, or you just don't care.]