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I had the fucking BEST 420 I have ever had. It was amazing, especially when we went to Norlin Field (with at least 1000 other people). And I was the highest I have ever been.
In fact, I've discovered a whole new level of high, that is scary as fuck, but awesome at the same time. Today, I had multiple seizures.
I would stand up, black out, go blind temporarily (that usually happens to me when I stand up quickly though), but the vision wouldn't return. Instead I would stop breathing, and every muscle in my body started convulsing and my legs would not support me. Twice it happened to me today, would have been 3 times if I hadn't remembered to take really deep breaths as I regained my vision slowly.
I also took 60 mgs of adderal today, when I am perscribed 30 mgs a day (i didn't get much sleep last night and didn't want to miss any of today for a nap). So, before we walked over to Norlin, and were incredibly high, instead of being quiet and just thinking a lot, I said everything that popped into my mind. I told so many stories about so many things, and Rich just listened, and now probably knows more about me than he probably wanted to.
I told stories on end about my days with The Trio. And even though I at least 11 stories, and I have so many more I could have told. I had some fucking amazing and unforgetable times with SxD Sarah/Ambassador Swampass of Rectumville/Konstantine/Cake/Chicken/Paris Hilton/Ronan and Vinnie/any of the other 5 of his personalities/Brand. And even more unforgetable times with just Sarah.
It makes me wonder though, if my fellow Chicken ever tells any of those stories when she is high or just with friends, or if she even thinks of them ever. I know she used to, but we have both changed and grown apart(and it doesn't help that I am in Colorado). Well whatever, I just hope you know I miss you Sarah, and all of those unforgetable times.
You know, I have definitly had more incredible memories made with Sarah Ronan than with anyone else I have ever known.
In fact, I've discovered a whole new level of high, that is scary as fuck, but awesome at the same time. Today, I had multiple seizures.
I would stand up, black out, go blind temporarily (that usually happens to me when I stand up quickly though), but the vision wouldn't return. Instead I would stop breathing, and every muscle in my body started convulsing and my legs would not support me. Twice it happened to me today, would have been 3 times if I hadn't remembered to take really deep breaths as I regained my vision slowly.
I also took 60 mgs of adderal today, when I am perscribed 30 mgs a day (i didn't get much sleep last night and didn't want to miss any of today for a nap). So, before we walked over to Norlin, and were incredibly high, instead of being quiet and just thinking a lot, I said everything that popped into my mind. I told so many stories about so many things, and Rich just listened, and now probably knows more about me than he probably wanted to.
I told stories on end about my days with The Trio. And even though I at least 11 stories, and I have so many more I could have told. I had some fucking amazing and unforgetable times with SxD Sarah/Ambassador Swampass of Rectumville/Konstantine/Cake/Chicken/Paris Hilton/Ronan and Vinnie/any of the other 5 of his personalities/Brand. And even more unforgetable times with just Sarah.
It makes me wonder though, if my fellow Chicken ever tells any of those stories when she is high or just with friends, or if she even thinks of them ever. I know she used to, but we have both changed and grown apart(and it doesn't help that I am in Colorado). Well whatever, I just hope you know I miss you Sarah, and all of those unforgetable times.
You know, I have definitly had more incredible memories made with Sarah Ronan than with anyone else I have ever known.