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In a week from tomorrow.. I WILL BE HOME!!!! yay!!!!
i can't wait to be home again, to sleep in my own bed again, to see all my friends again, to see my pets, to see my family. Yeah, I can't wait.
So last night I got completly black-out drunk. Woke up this morning in Rich's bed, no clue how I got there. Steve was there, but he left really early. We talked, he said he thought i was just calling to yell at him and tell him it was over so he didn't answer. He appologized a ton again. Today was his last game, and they are done with training, so he will have more free time. He said that even though he knew he wouldnt be able to hang out tonight or sunday night that he would call, and then we would hang out on monday night. He actually did call tonight which was very impressive. So maybe he really is changing. Last night a lot of people were telling me all of this shit about him, and what an asshole he generally is to girls, and that he has at least one more girlfriend. I called him at 1 30 AM even though he had to wake up early, he answered. We talked for 40 minutes. Today when we were on the phone, i said i didnt remember anything he really said. He sounded upset about that. He claims its up to me, whether I believe him or not and whether we keep trying or not. But its not up to me... Cause i do believe him, whether I should or not.. so we are guna keep trying... and if things dont improve by thanskgiving, I'm guna try really hard to be done with him. Yeah, i really hope he doesn't find out that I made out with at least 4 people last night after he left... and they werent girls.
Oh, plus I met this girl Rachel, she apparently lives in the same apartment building as me. shes having a party tonight, so im going to it too. Not drinking too much though cause i have work at 8 tomorrow morning.
ANYWAY, i need to get some food in my stomach. Mmm, food. I can't wait to be home so I can eat real food again ^_^.
i can't wait to be home again, to sleep in my own bed again, to see all my friends again, to see my pets, to see my family. Yeah, I can't wait.
So last night I got completly black-out drunk. Woke up this morning in Rich's bed, no clue how I got there. Steve was there, but he left really early. We talked, he said he thought i was just calling to yell at him and tell him it was over so he didn't answer. He appologized a ton again. Today was his last game, and they are done with training, so he will have more free time. He said that even though he knew he wouldnt be able to hang out tonight or sunday night that he would call, and then we would hang out on monday night. He actually did call tonight which was very impressive. So maybe he really is changing. Last night a lot of people were telling me all of this shit about him, and what an asshole he generally is to girls, and that he has at least one more girlfriend. I called him at 1 30 AM even though he had to wake up early, he answered. We talked for 40 minutes. Today when we were on the phone, i said i didnt remember anything he really said. He sounded upset about that. He claims its up to me, whether I believe him or not and whether we keep trying or not. But its not up to me... Cause i do believe him, whether I should or not.. so we are guna keep trying... and if things dont improve by thanskgiving, I'm guna try really hard to be done with him. Yeah, i really hope he doesn't find out that I made out with at least 4 people last night after he left... and they werent girls.
Oh, plus I met this girl Rachel, she apparently lives in the same apartment building as me. shes having a party tonight, so im going to it too. Not drinking too much though cause i have work at 8 tomorrow morning.
ANYWAY, i need to get some food in my stomach. Mmm, food. I can't wait to be home so I can eat real food again ^_^.