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Fairytales.... prince charming, little dainty girl gets saved, true love, happily ever after...
I want a fairytale... but I don't want that one...
I want my fairytale..
Maybe he's not prince charming. And I'm definitly not some dainty girl. But I want love, I want happily ever after, I want to be saved.
Saved... saved from myself... from the thoughts that i constantly think that mean nothing and are in all likelyhood untrue.
But all of that doesn't happen. The only thing I really need, or at least not what i want the most...
All that I really want... is someone who's there for me.. someone that i can talk to on the phone at night, it doesn't have to be every night, but some nights.... the nights that i most need to talk, to fall asleep listening to a voice that i trust. someone to hold me, to rest my head on when im tired, and to warm me up when i'm cold. someone who understands why sometimes i dont want to talk or do much of anything at all, but i still want to be with them. Someone who makes everything better with one word, with out meaning to, with out realizing it. i want to fall asleep in his arms and wake up to his face, and immediatly know everything is alright, no. its more than alright.. everything is perfect.
its not too much. it doesn't cost anything. it isn't too hard. is it just too much?
I want a boy with Perfection In Every Flaw. or at least through my eyes.
I really don't ask for much, just your attention once in while, your care if you can...
....trouble is, to have anything i need to say something
I want a fairytale... but I don't want that one...
I want my fairytale..
Maybe he's not prince charming. And I'm definitly not some dainty girl. But I want love, I want happily ever after, I want to be saved.
Saved... saved from myself... from the thoughts that i constantly think that mean nothing and are in all likelyhood untrue.
But all of that doesn't happen. The only thing I really need, or at least not what i want the most...
All that I really want... is someone who's there for me.. someone that i can talk to on the phone at night, it doesn't have to be every night, but some nights.... the nights that i most need to talk, to fall asleep listening to a voice that i trust. someone to hold me, to rest my head on when im tired, and to warm me up when i'm cold. someone who understands why sometimes i dont want to talk or do much of anything at all, but i still want to be with them. Someone who makes everything better with one word, with out meaning to, with out realizing it. i want to fall asleep in his arms and wake up to his face, and immediatly know everything is alright, no. its more than alright.. everything is perfect.
its not too much. it doesn't cost anything. it isn't too hard. is it just too much?
I want a boy with Perfection In Every Flaw. or at least through my eyes.
I really don't ask for much, just your attention once in while, your care if you can...
....trouble is, to have anything i need to say something