It's been a bad day, another bad day, and all I want to do is look at you and know I'm ok...

[why_me74]

so today was an odd day.. I learned a lot about myself..
I'm..
selfish
insensitive
dumb
rude
a bit*h and a smart a**(or so my mom says)
i feel sorry for myself
and i'm just an all around bad person

I'm really sorry everyone for being retarded these days.. I don't know whats been up with me. I'm gonna be a better person.. I promise :0)

I love Ryan very much.. I don't know what I would do without him.. He's wonderful and I love him <3