undecided
Well... hmm it seems that i've been finding myself feeling more and more depressed lately. Not like really depressed or anything. Just more than usual. I'm undecided about so many things in my life right now. Like friendships, relationships, and just random ass facts of life. I know i have to make a decision. This weekend helped me sort out a few things but not many. I'm just in such a strange mood that its hard to know what I want really. Like I'm used to taking some risks and shit, but I duno how far I wanna go.
Previous happenings are making me want to not put myself out there so much and I dunno. Like should I listen to myself saying to just like chill and be safe, or give into the reckless side of me and just go. I really wanna say reckless... but I dunno if I can take too much more let down.
Aside from all that...
Friday was pretty fun. Hung out with Lindsay and then Peter and I headed out to Clifton. Oh those Clifton nights. Nothing can beat em. Wel except the great parties...
Previous happenings are making me want to not put myself out there so much and I dunno. Like should I listen to myself saying to just like chill and be safe, or give into the reckless side of me and just go. I really wanna say reckless... but I dunno if I can take too much more let down.
Aside from all that...
Friday was pretty fun. Hung out with Lindsay and then Peter and I headed out to Clifton. Oh those Clifton nights. Nothing can beat em. Wel except the great parties...