muscles - screw-it: just learn it all

[whune]

so I just catalogued every muscle

every single one
including ones that I damn well know have diddly-squat to do with the surface
like the spinal rotators and the diaphragm

i don't care:
work from general down to the specifics that are relevant to me and my objectives

sometimes I really wish I didn't have such high standards;
but I do
nothing I can do about that
you can't turn-off your standards
you just have to roll with it

in the long-run it'll be good
but first I have to now learn how all this relates to each other
internalize that knowledge
and then get some life into drawing by just forgetting about all of this and drawing from instinct

bleh

"...hold..." - The Gladiator