21 days of conscious, direct, gratitude (massive fail)

[whune]

I already have to start over again

In fact I caught my self griping about things I don't normally gripe about

In a way I think this is going to be like a cleanse:
you know, how you're body goes into overdrive, and you actually get worse before you get better?

yeah.

side note:
I probably need to extend this to 'generally positive' which will be much more of a challenge for me;
but I definitely think the two are related

hmm